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[01 Dec 2005|08:30pm] |
We all grow up in different communities, different famileys, but most of all different places and times.. Our parents might raise us up on a different religion or dress us differently,but when we grow up we will rebel into what or who we really are. We never can really learn from anyone else, but ourselves. Your always going to run into those people that you never want to run into again, then your going to run into those people that you never want to let go of. Your going to have those fights with your friends, that will in turn end your friendship and probably over something so childish as to something as say a guy. You will have arguments with your parents that will make you think they don't love you anymore.. You'll go to a school with bully's, and goth's and cheerleaders..and all the labels that could be thrown at you and you will try so hard to ignore it. You'll have deaths in your family that will change you for the worst/better, and you'll never want to look back. You will have heartbreak after heartbreak..and you will probably end up breaking a few hearts..and then again there will be that first true love that you will never quite get over no matter how hard you try to, you just dont quite succeed. You'll probably live in that same stinking boring little town that not alot of people have heard of..just dying for that day when your able to move out..but when the time comes you realize you don't actually have it quite that bad..Then there will be that one day when you meet that one person and you know that he/she was meant for you..and he/she is the reason why you were put on this earth, to be with them, and you spend the rest of your life with them..The ups and the downs are weighed out because you are with that person who is your soulmate, the one you were meant to be with.
TOMORROW IS MY BDAY, EVERYONE BE HAPPY.
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[20 Nov 2005|11:21pm] |
so im sorry i believed every word that came out of your mouth
i swore it had some meaning to it
but you were just a good liar
and i just was too stupid to leave you
i repeat every broken word over again in my head
wishing they would go away
ive saved all your letters stored right next to the trash
these unsappy letters i cherish more then your broken promises
these lies i cant hold onto any longer
these words are falling far from reach
i hope the next girl gets caught up in your web that you've spun so very well
but as for me i've finally climbed my way out of it, and im leaving for good.
he wrote in a letter why it was best they went their seperate ways
she read it outloud as tears streamed down her face
not knowing why she deserved to have her heart broken that day
she always treated him as he was the only one for her
she'd do anything he wanted, would spend day and night with him
yet that just didnt seem to be enough
because something or someone pushed him
so far that he just had to get away, for good.
hes gone now..haven't seen each other since those words hit that paper
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[05 Aug 2005|01:41pm] |
new layout..i love it..
i can't wait for saturday night..im drinking with a few friends, and him.
if you havent noticed i dont really like to say his name..it doesnt roll of the tongue to well.
im thinking about dying my hair to a dark brown..im sick of blonde..
everywhere you look now,everyone is blonde..whatever.
so i decided..no more comments..i dont like them. ppl can be assholes..like me.
and i also decided..im updating more often. <3
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[03 May 2005|01:27pm] |
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